Kanye West - Bittersweet (From Def Poetry Jam) LYRICS

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with me for the curency,
You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery
And i was too proud to admit that it was hurtin me
Id never do that to you at least purposly

We breakin up again
We makin up again
We dont love no more
I guess we fuckin then

Have u ever felt u want to kill her
And u mixed them emotions with Tequilla
And u mix that with a little bad advice
On one of them bad nights u had a bad fight
talkin about are family are aunts and shit
and she say motherfucker your mama'sa bitch
domestic drama and shit
all the attitude
ill never hit a girl but ill shake the shit out of u

but ima be the bigger man
big pimpin like jigga man
oh i guess i figure its

Bittersweeeeet,
you're gonna be the death of me
I dont want you, but I need you,
I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad
Never did this before, thats what the virgin said
We've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says
God talk to me now this is an emergency

And my niggas sed I shudnt let it worry me
I need to focus on the girls we getting currently
But I bin thinking and it got me back to sinkin it, this relationship even got me back to drinkin and this henneseeeyyy
Is gonna be the death of me
And I always thought that you havin my child was our destiny
But I cant even vibe with you sexually
Coz everytime I try you will question me
Sayin you fuckin them girls disrespectin me?
You don't see how your lies is effecting me
You don't see how life was suppose to be
And I never let a nigga get that close to me
And you aint cracked up to wat you was suppose to be
You always gone you always be were them hoes will be
And this the first time she spit her soul to me
I fucked up and I know it G
I guess its bittersweet poetry…